28.1.2011. 1pm
"quick goodbyes are the best"

Goodbye Lara,
See You Soon...

xxx

A.

clothes of Ghebriel

Ghebriel`s clothes shopping depends on the money. She likes shopping, sometimes she found inspiration from fashion magazines.
She likes wearing black with patterns, as we can see in this photo. She bought this black blouse with floral prints in Topshop in last Summer. It cost her £12.
I think her warm, black cardigan was a good deal, because she can wear it in every season. She bought in Next last year, it was £15. It made from nylon, viscose and wool. 

Her blue, bootcut jeans from New Look. These are from New Look, and cost £14. She is satisfied with the quality.

She bought her black, wedge shoes in East Street market. She is disappointed, because these aren`t so warm, but at least waterproof and comfortable. These cost £15, and comfortabel.

She is wearing nice, italian silver bracelet and her gold wedding ring as a jewellery.

Her favourite shop is Mark&Spencer, because of the good quality and the style of the clothes. She buys her pants and night dresses from there.

As we know, she tall enough, that is why she preferes flat shoes.
She doesn`t like opened shirts, because she is skinny.

Sometimes she wears make-up on special events, this is usually a reddish lipstick.

Her favourite clothes is eritrean cultural clothes, she usually wears it in church or for celebration.

hungarian press photos 2010

dancing on the stage

27.12.2009.

veronika decided to die by paulo coelho

tractor

when I was 15...

15.1.2011.

photos by the wonderful lara gestermann

about my parents

I came from an ordinary family. You know, it’s nothing special, it’s ok.

My parents were from poor, agricultural family. M grandparents didn’t have the opportunity to study. In my opinion the socialism’s one good consequence was the clever kids of the poor families could study in university. So, that’s why my dad could become a mathematician and my mum studied agriculture. (In that time of socialism, agricultural was a dynamic field of the Hungarian economic industry.)

I am the only child of my parents. I wasn’t the first embryo of my mum. She had 3 miscarriages before me.

 My mum was 31 and my dad was 30 years old, when I was born. In primary school, my classmates said my parents are old because their parents were younger than 8-10 years. Now, it became common in Hungary as well, to have the first child over the age 30.

As an only child wasn’t lonely, because we lived in the same house with my dad’s younger brothers` family. I could play every day with my cousin, who was older than me with 1 year.

I felt myself insecure when I was a child, because my parents had an argument every day. Both of them wanted to wear the trousers and they had several conflict.

I love my mum but I can’t live with her. She is moody, when she is in a bad mood, she wants me to be in the same mood, and she starts making mountains out of a molehill.
She always wants to tell me what should I do, and don’t let me make mistakes. Thank you for her she forced me to study. I was lazy in all my life and without her I couldn’t get into the university. Sometimes I felt she wasn’t interested in my personality, she was just interested in my school grades.
 By the way I didn’t really want to get into university. I wanted to stay in London, and after I wanted to stay in Berlin or in Vienna to improve my English and German. She wouldn’t accept me without proper higher education. So, coming to London was my runaway from going to university, I don’t really want to do.

My dad is so lovely but he is a reserved person. Sometimes he opened his mind to me, (usually late night) and we were talking for hours about his past and his feelings. He has a really good sense of humour and really likes children. His biggest sadness in his life he has just 1 daughter.

I don`t want to write more, because I feel I will cry, so that’s all.